Well, the story’s a long one so grab a cup of coffee or whatever and prepare to be taken through the rollercoaster of emotions I like to call the past 2 months of my life.

Unfortaunley having suffered from anxiety for the past 4 years with numerous CBT and fluoxetine tablets I was discharged and left to get on with my ways. I moved off to uni, started a course I love and suffered a heartbreak. Found myself a lovely new boyfriend, got to my third year in uni, and suffered the loss of my gran. It’s safe to say the past few months/years have had their fair share of ups and downs.

Anyway, 17 days ago I had a termination of pregnancy. This has sent me into a downward spiral of depression and anxiety which I am struggling (but managing) to get through with the help of my boyfriend who is making what feels like an unbearable time slightly easier, and for that I will always be grateful.

This blog is a space for me to share my past experiences of these past weeks and express how I’m feeling. So read on if you are suffering or just know how it feels to be in a constant battle with your mind day in day out.

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